Saturday, October 29, 2005

[[* what the?! *]]

may shout box na pala sa friendster.. OMG.. it will expire in 5 days.. ano ba yun? naglagay pa.. super upgrade ang friendster ah.. hayy..

i was in school yesterday.. enrollment na kasi.. nakakatakot na kasing mag-commute.. the other day.. uwi na kami ng friend ko si mujee.. tapos sumakay kami ng jeep papuntang lrt.. alam mo naman pagtamad.. ayun.. when we got off the jeepney.. yung uniform niya.. yung sa pocket area na-slash ng cutter.. he got the phone.. good thing yung nakuha niya yung phone ng friend ni mujee.. N1100.. blessing in disguise nga eh na nagpalait sila ng cellphone.. kasi kung yung phone talaga ni mujee yung nakuha.. patay.. malamang baliw na si mujee.. ako naman.. hindi nawala kaya lang... nasira yung joystick ko.. hehe.. palagi na siyang naka-up.. feeling ko nadaganan or something eh.. ayun.. kaya depressed ako last night.. si hubby nga sobrang sumakit na din ang ulo kasi major tantrums ako eh.. buti naman at hindi niya ako sinigawan.. wawa naman kami.. feeling ko na-karma ako kasi palagi kong inaasar si mujee.. hehe.. i've learned from my mistakes na.. if you will ask.. siya rin yung na-holdup before tapos nawala yung N8310 niya.. ang funny that time kasi inaasar ko din siya tapos humirit si donna na "baka 2 N8310 ang mawala ah".. ayun.. that same day.. nawala din yung phone ko.. paano?! don't ask.. basta pinalabas ko na lang na kasama ako sa mga na-holdup.. ang kwento ko sa parents ko yung kinwento nila nadine hehe.. strike 2 na yang si mujee.. at theory ko na pag babagsakan na siya ng langit at lupa.. ako na ang kasunod!!!

malapit na ulit magstart ang next sem.. madugong pakikipagsapalaran na naman.. sana talaga hindi na ako nagNURSING.. kung sa bagay.. if ever hindi ako nagnursing, anong course ko?! hindi naman ako magaling sa computer... wala namang magiging future pag naginterior designing ako.. mass comm.. ok lang kaya lang.. dati ko lang gusto yun eh.. tsaka bagsak ko call center?! i want to go abroad noh.. may kakilala ako nursing student ero grad ng UP manila.. tapos call center siya ngayon.. nakakatawa nga ka-villgae nila dee.. sabi niya "mukha lang daw akong karpentero pero nurse ako".. he's reviewing for his board exams.. good luck pare..

yan tuloy wala akong ma-post na new pix.. nagpaka-vain pa naman ako kahapon.. yun lang.. i made a letter for dee.. he liked it sobra.. hindi ko rin alam kung paano ko nagawa yung letter na yun eh.. later punta kami sa birthday ni cess.. nakita ko pala sila coco with roi kahapon.. tambay kami sa house nila jaysun.. i saw also edu.. hehe.. they tried nga to open my phone eh para makita yung sira.. anyway.. thanks..

by the way.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA!!! hehe.. kuripot mo hindi ka man lang magluto ng spaghetti..

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 11:17 AM


Thursday, October 27, 2005

[[* a thought *]]

Life indeed is full of contradictions.
Sometimes it's crazy to be sane, you need to fall to fly,
people suffer because
you care
.. You need not to learn to truly understand, you have to give up
because you are strong, you have to be wrong to make things right..


Nonetheless.. life's complexities are also
life's source of beauty
. We should CRY to be able to laugh, fall apart to be
whole once more and get hurt to learn and love again..


[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 10:06 AM


Tuesday, October 25, 2005

[[* BULOK NA SISTEMA.. SANAYIN NA! *]]

galing ako sa school.. eto na naman ang kabulukan ng school namin.. pag signing of clearance talaga abot ng 10 years.. pwede naman i-announce nalang kung sino ang pasado at hindi.. kailangan pang isa-isa haharap.. lalagyan pa ng word na "passed or failed" bago pirmahan at masabing "oo pasado ka na!".. pwede naman P or F nalang tapos signature niya.. ang nangyayari kasi matagal ang process tapos hindi aabot sa huling student.. minsan naman masyadong matagal dumating yung adviser.. aabot ng hapon tapos pababalikin kinabukasan.. sayang ang pamasahe at uniform.. (hindi kasi pwede ang civilian.. lahat ng transactions sa school kailangan na ka uniform).. katulad kanina.. 4 pm ang advising.. 6 pm siya dumating.. nagkaproblema sa clearance ng ibang students.. (i'm one of them).. kahit ma-settle yung problem wala na ring magagawa dahil hindi pirmado ng nsc at dean yung clearance.. so.. hindi pa rin kami makakapagpa-assess.. dahil dun.. babalik ulit ako sa school bukas..

i'm with my friends kanina.. shempre nandun din si dee.. la lang.. tambay sa starbucks.. aba! lucky day! free upsize lahat ng drinks.. like for example.. you bought mocha frap grande.. venti ang ibibigay nila sayo.. same price.. cool noh?! bakit kaya? promo? hehe.. that day lang siguro.. ayun.. kwentuhan about sa mga kapalpakan naming 3.. ako lagi akong namumuro kay mam toot.. (secret).. napagkwentuhan din tungkol sa mga duty duty namin.. hehe.. ayun lang.. buti nga naka-relate pa si hubby eh.. anyway.. after that.. dinner lang sa max's resto.. nasaraduhan na kami eh.. haha.. videoke nanaman kasi ako.. what's new diba?! eto.. naiwan na naman ni dee ang wallet niya sa akin.. wala siyang pera bukas.. hehe.. dapat talaga mabilan na to ng pouch bag eh.. asus.. well.. masaya naman ako ngayon.. busog ako eh.. lamang ako ng 1 subong kanin kay dee.. hehe.. lamang parin..

dumating na siya.. disconnect na ako.. naisip ko lang... may nagbabasa kaya nito?! wala lang.. out!

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 11:09 PM


Sunday, October 23, 2005

[[* nursing night.. late night escapade *]]

nagdaan na naman ang panibagong pageant.. i'm so sorry barby! dethrone ka na.. get a wheelchair! haha.. i'm one of the few persons who shouted "PATIRIN MO! PATIRIN MO!".. platic ang friend ko eh.. hayy... ayw niya talagang ibigay ang crown.. dapat talaga binaon niya sa ulo ng bagong ms. nursing.. oops.. baka may makabasa.. anyway.. tumugtog ang ORANGE and LEMONS.. malamang pinoy ako ang unang kanta.. at hindi nga ako nagkamali.. maraming bandang dumating.. pero hindi na kami nanood.. paano.. itong si karen.. kating-kati na at gustong-gusto nang sumayaw.. wala namang GASOLINA.. haha.. beh.. buti nga! wow matt.. he was present.. i'm glad he did enjoy our company.. saya diba?! tangnang mga barkada ko.. mga gago yan eh.. mapa-babae o mapa-lalaki.. lahat mga timang.. kahit si dee tuwang-tuwa sa amin kahit first time pa lang niya nakasama.. well.. kami yun eh.. hehe..


ui.. dethrone ka na!! Posted by Picasa



dining @ karate kid
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after nursing night.. shempre hindi talaga kami papahuli sa gimikan.. especially with this girl below.. sobrang atat sumayaw.. but i really love this girl.. ewan ko ba.. saya kasama eh.. gusto ko kasi sobrang outgoing.. yoko ng DEMURE TYPE.. plastic yun.. haha.. opinions and everything in the world.. well.. my friends aren't like that.. kahit na sabihin mo si barby na last year's ms. nursing.. she's not maarte.. yung bading kong friend.. sobrang taklesa pa.. well.. i guess that what dee like about me the most.. siguro being spontaneous in everything.. ako kasi yung tipo ng taong adventurous.. gusto ko may challenge everyday.. pag wala, bored ako.. gets?! siguro na-enjoy ni dee yung company ko before kaya niya ko nagustuhan.. hehe.. tama ba?! i remember.. tuwang-tuwa siyang kasabay akong kumain kasi halos magkasing amount lang kami ng kinakain.. ngayon nga lang daw siya nakakita ng babaeng ganong katakaw.. hindi naman kasi ako tabain kaya ok lang kumain ng madami..



anak araw! haha.. jasmine?! Posted by Picasa



in the restroom.. Posted by Picasa



with HuBbY!!! Posted by Picasa



love this gurl! Posted by Picasa



randy, me and mujee
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hehe.. lumiit yung pics.. galing sa phone ni nadine eh.. pina-send ko lang.. alam niyo yung peel?! wala lang.. sobrang gusto ko kasi siya.. pag yun yung pinuff ko.. ang smooth talaga.. haha.. ubos nga yung isang kaha ko last night eh.. 3 lang ang nagamit ko.. sino kaya malakas magyosi?! ahh.. yung magbabasa nito for sure later.. right?! haha..


with nadine.. Posted by Picasa



nadine, me and mujee
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me and nadine in the restroom.. haha again!
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i want to write more but i really have to go offline na..huBby first!!! he'll call na kasi sa landline.. although sun kami both.. medyo hassle kasi yung every 15 mins disconnected.. hehe.. look at this pic.. ang sweet niya noh?! siya yung mushy kaysa sa akin.. he enjoys kissing me.. palagi nalang.. lalo na biglaan talaga.. buti nga hindi ako nagugulat.. siguro ang pangit ng itsura ko dun.. by the way.. ken has a gf na.. kakatuwa.. mukhang mabait yung girl.. tangna wag lang niya gagayahin yung isa.. kundi mata lang niya ang matitira.. paghahatian namin nila karen yung katawan niya.. bugbog siya.. haha.. CONGRATULATIONS JOMARC!! for winning mr. nursing 1st runner-up.. sayang.. ang gwapo mo last night.. sobra! and the body.. hotstud talaga.. dapat talaga pumayag na ako ang representative sa computations ng scores para alam ko kung sino ang dapat abangan.. haha.. venn! may araw ka din.. (kaaway ng batch yun).. out!


huBbY.. you're so sweet! Posted by Picasa

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 1:54 PM


Saturday, October 22, 2005

[[* a visit in a comedy bar *]]

saya! we went to KLOWNZ quezon ave.. ako saling kitkit lang sa lakad.. night out ni dee with his officemates.. alis na kasi yung fixer nila from hongkong kaya nagtreat sila all together.. tapos natripan mag comedy bar.. hehe.. DEE SANG!!! hehe.. kung pwede lang i-post yung video niya eh.. kaya lang baka magalit tsaka wala akong video converter.. asus.. pc namin lahat na ata ng security system eh nandito na.. kuya ko kasi eh.. as if naman download ako ng download.. siya nga yung palagi eh tapos ako sisisihin pag may virus pc namin.. going back.. nakakatuwa talaga.. buti nga hindi siya inokray masyado ng mga bading.. meron kasing isang couple dun sobrang tinira yung girl.. tipong.. ano dun yung nakita ng guy sa kanya kasi sila (bading) wala daw makita eh.. haha.. tapos they asked teh girl kung ano yung nagustuhan niya sa guy.. sabi "sweet and matyaga".. sabi ng mga bading.. "ay! dapat lang pagtyagaan yan noh?!" wahaha.. funny.. kaya nga when hubby was interviewed sobrang nagready ako.. feeling ko may masasabi sa akin.. like.. payatot?! haha.. if i know kakainggitan nila ang figure ko.. hehe.. joke.. ewan ko.. basta kabado ako that time.. fortunately.. wala naman nasabi sa aming dalawa.. hehe.. tapos.. hmm.. it was really a beautiful night.. kaya lang parang naging center of destruction ako for the other couple na kasama namin.. i will not go into the details pero feeling talaga namin ni dee na pinagselosan ako.. dhur?! bakit diba? to think na alam nilang gf ako ni dee.. tsaka hindi ko nga kinakausap sila eh.. ewan ko ba.. na-feel lang talaga namin.. so that means di pa talaga kami sure.. pero halata naman eh.. kasi nung uwian na.. dapat lalapit ako sa kanila to say goodbye.. tapos sabi nung guy parang "ei, back off".. parang ganun but in a nice way.. very nice way.. yun lang.. o diba?! parang yaw ko na tuloy pumunta next time if ever may lakad sila.. well.. dee said.. ganon lang daw talaga kasi bago pa ako sa crowd.. eh.. shit! palagi naman ganon eh.. hayy.. hehe.. well.. later nursing night namin.. so for my next post.. marami ulit mga photos.. this time hindi lang kami ng hubby ko... lam ko naman na sawang sawa na kayo sa pagmumukha namin eh.. hehe.. basta masaya ito.. gimik later eh.. so tomorrow nalang.. kakain pa ako.. hindi madami para hindi lumaki ang tiyan.. hehe.. see yah.. out! good day everyone..



wally & joe o. of eat bulaga Posted by Picasa


snapshot of wally Posted by Picasa


he's singing "i feel good".. kulit! Posted by Picasa


sleepy na hubby ko?! Posted by Picasa


kami ang kausap @ this very moment Posted by Picasa


papa cutie & the other gay Posted by Picasa


one shot before goin' to bed Posted by Picasa

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 10:59 AM


Thursday, October 20, 2005

[[* [videoke fun] *]]

frustrated singers kaming lahat eh.. sarap mag-videoke.. aside from biliards and yosi.. it's our own way of relieving tension including stress and ANGER..ganda pala ng orange na color!!! haha.. tipong whitney houston ang kinakanta namin.. o diba ang taray?! kung si noel lang din naman ang ka-duet mo ok lang.. yung normal voice niya eh birit na namin.. hehe.. noel?! bading na sobrang nakakatuwa.. lagi niyang ginagaya yung pagsigaw ni regine v. ng darna! at "there can only be one PINOY POP SUPERSTAR".. gaga yun eh.. at ngayon may bagong raket.. EH!! EH!! EH!! asus yung kanta sa engkantadia.. amp!!! nakakagago.. isipin mo ba naman sa corridor namin may sisigaw na ganon.. hindi naman puro si noel ang binaggit ko dito..

yun nga ang sarap talaga mag-videoke.. ano ba yun?!




Posted by Picasa mean girls singing along...


vain friends Posted by Picasa


Posted by Picasa karen and her "so called friend", matt Ü

you're probably wonderin' why dee and i don't have a pic.. hayy.. trip lang namin hindi mag-picture.. ang dami na kasi naming pic eh.. 300 + na.. si hubby kasi ang vain eh.. haha.. love you hubby!!! yun lang..


[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 11:17 AM


Tuesday, October 18, 2005

[[* Buhay DR Charity *]]

ganito sa dr charity.. masaya kahit nakakatamad.. shift is from 2 pm - 10 pm.. tapos wala pang patient.. that's for one week tapos minsan tatapat na may exam sa saturday.. during duties nagaaral kami pero magstart yun pag wednesday na or thursday basta walang patient.. twice na kaing bumalik.. kami-kami parin.. pero 1 case lang ang meron ako.. goodluck.. yung iba wala parin.. swerte ng classmate ko.. 1 minor operation and 1 actual na siya.. hayy.. i miss hanging out in dr cha.. matatawa ka sa mga reaction ng mga mommies.. mandidiri ka sa procedure.. i miss manong chicharon.. sarap eh.. tsaka si aling sandwich and spaghetti.. bawal kaming lumabas eh that is to maintain our sterility.. mamaya maka-cause pa ng infection patay-patay pa kami..

ganito ang buhay sa dr charity.. daldalan lang kami hanggang matapos ang shift.. minsan tulog pero dapat walang makakahuli.. buti nga may radio dun eh kung wala.. boredom will strike you.. minsan pa makikipagdaldalan in sa nursey.. hehe.. hintay lang next sem.. mas-exposed pa kami sa mga iba't-ibang hospital.. new experiences and i'll make sure i will share it with you..




picture-picture muna.. hehe


lala, joyce and bau

joyce and lala in the dressing room




practice for the gloving and gowning

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 12:05 PM


Thursday, October 13, 2005

[[* ToXiCaTeD!!! *]]

"MATAPOS LANG ANG FINALS... MAGWAWALA KAMI"
we're all stressed out.. pero okay naman ang exam kanina.. buti nalang hindi ako nagpuyat.. hehe.. ganda ng gising ko kanina.. alive na alive.. well.. happy pa ako nakapagvideoke pa ako.. after this.. i'll review na for my next exams.. take note: 2 siya.. hehe.. medyo mahaba.. pero sige okay lang.. so yun lang.. matutuloy ata kami sa pangasinan on sunday.. well.. matinding UNWIND ang gagawin ko.. sisikapin kong kalimutan ang kalahati ng mundo..
sale pala sa megamall.. bakit kaya ganon?! kung kailan may sale dun ako walang datung.. badtrip!! ngayon.. ipon-ipon pa ako.. dahil hindi ata ako bibigyan ni mudra ng pera papunta sa pangasinan.. pano na ang event sa school.. eh after nun gigimik kami.. anak ng pateteng!!! yun ang problem ko.. ang dami kong gustong bilhin at yun ay planado na.. hayy.. sisihin si barby at mujee.. sila ang nagubos ng pera ko.. nagstarbucks kami tapos nagbilyar at nagvideoke.. pero ok lang.. open na rin pala ang STARBUCKS TIMOG BRANCH noh?!may invites ako eh.. la lang.. can't share it with you guys.. kasi share na kami ni dee eh..
gusto ko talagang gumimik.. octoberfest na hindi pa ako nakakapunta kahit saan.. darn it! hindi balance yung school life ko and social life.. that's not good.. nakakabaliw yun.. hayy.. maya-maya magaaral na naman ako.. bummer!!! o xaxa.. lintek!!!


-twelve-
snap shot pa gusto..



me and barby


relieving stress...

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 5:08 PM




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lala. 24. music-lover. slightly vain. crazy. plays guitar. sporty. spontaneous. sassy. frustrated singer. thinks deep. cheerdancer. loves surprises. believes in destiny. weirda.




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*._ThoUghTs/LyriCs_.* * All Good Things *

Honestly, what will become of me Don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is dandy We are what we don't see Miss everything daydreaming Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Come to an end Come to an Why do all good things come to an end Traveling, I only stop at exits Wondering if I'll stay-tay Young and restless Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies The pain sets in and I don't cry I only feel gravity and I wonder why Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Come to an end Come to an Why do all good things come to an end And the dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon So that they could die... And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day Til the feeling went away And the sky was falling and the clouds were dropping And the rainfall forgot how to bring salvation The dogs were barking at the new moon Whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon So that they could die