Sunday, April 30, 2006

[[* what the?! *]]

LISTENING TO nobela by join the club
STATUS: haven't eaten her breakfast!

may duty ako later to think na sunday ngayon ah.. feeling ko nga hindi pa ako nakakaadapt sa new sched kasi feeling ko kahapon wednesday palang.. hehe.. eto nag 2-10 ako na shift.. nakipagpalit ako kay brigitte.. hindi ko na kayang gumising ng maaga.. grabe na tulog naman ako ng tulog pagdating ko sa house after duty.. palamuning baboy pa.. kain lang ako ng kain.. hehe.. wala lang..

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 9:27 AM


Thursday, April 27, 2006

[[* lakas ng tama! *]]

after prelims in asian civilization.. toma na naman! we went at savory last night until 10 pm.. ewan ko pa sa kanila dahil nauna na akong umuwi kay mujee.. at paggising ko nagtext itong si joanne na tinuloy pa niya sa bahay nila ang inuman.. ayun lasing na ata kagabi! ako tamang inom lang pero bagsak na ako pagdating ko dito.. hindi na nga ako nakakain ng dinner.. si dee nga ata nakatulugan ko pa.. ewan ko hindi na nga ako nagigising sa tawag niya eh.. tapos paggising ko may i love you note sa tabi ng kama ko.. hihi.. ang corny! if i know nagawa na rin niya yan sa mga exes niya.. not appreciated!



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i saw a mini cooper-s in front of the savory.. ang cool kaya.. it's the old type by the way kaya hindi masyadong malakas ang dating.. but the point here is may mini cooper pa din.. haha.. buti nalang may mga camera ang classmates ko.. i left my phone at bob's house eh.. walang charge.. purita?! hehe


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that's my handwriting when i use my left hand.. natuwa nga sila arianne kasi kaya ko magsulat wiht my left hand.. hihi.. when i was a kid, i use to practice that eh.. pati nga pagdrawing ng mga shapes.. mahilig kasi akong magtake down notes.. eh shempre pag pagod na yung right gusto ko left naman para maiwasan yung delay.. ang cool din noh?!

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 8:51 AM


Sunday, April 23, 2006

[[* [A weeK oF HeLL] *]]

haha.. sa sobrang busy ko hindi ko na alam kung ano pang ikwekwento ko.. hindi ko alam kung saan pa sisimulan.. we had our first day on asian civilization with mr. blas ople blah.. yes.. he is the godson of blas ople.. a professor from UP and a licensed librarian.. what else?! we started our community duty in antipolo.. grabe.. ang layo na.. i mean sa iba pa kami na-assign.. our group sa sambaville kami.. basta papuntang cherry hills.. whew.. akalain mo community duty yung 200 ko ubos sa pamasahe minus the food cause i brought my own.. at ang init.. umitim nga ata ako eh.. kahit may payong.. God!!! tumatagos.. nakakapagod.. ang toxic.. at pasaway lahat ng tao.. lahat tulog eh and that includes me.. well anyway.. 5 days sumakit ang ulo ko na akala ko may astigmatism na ako.. yun pala low blood pressure.. haha.. pasaway.. dehydrated na nga umiinom pa ng beer... nagpamasahe ako kasi i have neck strains.. ayun nawala naman pati yung sa sakit ng ulo.. bawal akong magpuyat and i'm currently medicating myself.. yuck as if napaka-serious.. i'm taking iron supplements, vit. c and my prophylaxis.. 4 na gamot! to think dati ayaw kong uminom ng kahit ano.. i'm doing a water theraphy.. pero i still drink coke yun nga lang masmarami talaga yung tubig at least maka 1500 ml ako to make up all the fluid loss.. whatever! nag gloria jeans kami lately eh tapos may nakuhaan ako na chow chow.. si mujee tuwang-tuwa.. well ako din naman eh.. ang cute ang puffy niya all over.. kinalmot ako ni mimeyow.. kainis namamaga pa sa right point man ko.. sa right pa!!! hayy.. busy this week.. monday whole day kaming may skills.. wednesday will be our prelims for asian civilization.. friday to sunday will be our hospital duty.. thursday lang ang rest day ko.. lahat pa ng tao may class pa non.. hayy.. si dee naman hindi laging tugma yung sched namin.. time ang problem.. yun lang..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TITA THEL!!!! golden years.. hehe..


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you can see chowchow's video @ chowchow on the loose

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 12:42 PM


Sunday, April 16, 2006

[[* [summer sunshine] *]]

it was fun.. lalo na mga biglaang lakad.. hindi nga ganon ka-exciting kasi palagi ng napupuntahan pero okay din yung experiences.. na-plan lang through text tapos tawagan.. the next day.. tuloy na yung lakad.. sobrang biglaan na wala kaming naka-ready na food.. low budget pa lahat.. 3:00 pm kami umalis.. location site kila barby and target place was in laguna.. where? anywhere in laguna.. hehe.. nakakahiya nga kay ericson kasi siya na nagpa-gas, nagbayad ng tollgate and yung rent ng private pool eh yung 2 thou sagot niya.. we got there siguro mga 6:30 pm.. pagdating namin.. umalis kami nila gretz with jeff and ericson para bumili ng food sa market.. sabi ni manong.. sa kanto so walking distance lang.. aba.. ang bibilin mo dun eh yung mga half-cooked na inihaw.. eh ayaw naman namin ng ganon kasi yung safety naman namin yung dapat iprioritize.. we had no choice but to get to the real wet market.. sasakay ng jeep papuntang crossing.. nawala kami for about one hour.. pero enjoy kahit nakakapagod.. isipin mo pupunta kami sa place na malayo na hindi namin kabisado tapos commute pa.. ang saya.. pagbalik namin.. aba nagswimming na ako.. hindi na ako nagluto.. ano sila birthday!!! shempre di natin maiiwasan na may mafo-fall sa mga gurlettes.. hehe.. well.. pretty lahat ng kaibigan ko eh.. si berna nalasing.. ang taray pala nun pag nalalasing.. sinabihan pa niyang bullshit si ericson and gian.. inuman kami.. 2 bottles of gran matador and 9 red horse grande.. natapos kaming maginuman 6:00 am.. si mori tinulak kami ni gian sa slide.. punta ko pa mainom yung tubig.. si karen nagsuka twice.. si grethel din para mawala yung amats.. si berna nung nagsuka lahat nakatingin.. hihi.. shempre di papahuli ang mga katangahan ni verna that day..

VERNA'S CORNER

1. Ano ba tawag dun sa gilid ng pool.. yung pwdeng hawakan?! sagot ni verna..
VERNA: "Ano ba yan barby bakit ka nakahawak sa LEDGE?!"
LALA: "anong ledge?!"
BARBY: "ang ledge ay para sa mga sumasayaw yun.."
VERNA: "eh anong tawag mo dyan?"
LALA: "gutter tanga!!! tameme ka?"

2. VERNA: "pano mo huhugasan eh paper plate nga yan?!"
BARBY: "yun na nga eh malamang yung spoon and fork ang mahuhugasan mo"

3. VERNA: "wala kasi ako sa condition kaya hindi ako nag- conditioner"..

shempre si barby hindi rin papatalo.. kung baga pahabol diba?! lagyan daw ba ng ice ang toyo dahil pinagkamalan niya itong coke.. sabi niya.. "kaya pala walang bubbles".. nyahaha..

the next morning.. destination: tagaytay para maglunch.. si bob di nawawalan ng kausap.. call center na nga.. siya pa nagsabi nun ah.. hehe..

malupit itong sila bob.. paguwi ng manila.. tumambay pa at gumimik.. after nila karen and berna kila bob nagmalate pa sila with venn.. ang saya niyo loka!!!


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you can check out more pix in here: [SuMMeR EsCaPaDe]

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 11:56 AM


Thursday, April 06, 2006

[[* karen's birthday! *]]

so fetch! we went out last night, went to karen's house to celebrate her birthday with friends.. we gave her a bracelet.. puro stones.. actually.. may message yun eh.. "karen, stones yung binigay namin kasi mukha kang bato eh.." haha.. just kidding! "yung balikat mo kasi parang bato na pwedeng masandalan".. happy! videoke ulit eh.. si berna may gift kay karen.. it was a bag.. si berna din may binigay sa amin ni barby.. yung knitted na headband.. so fetch.. pink sa akin eh.. although, i don't really like pink.. anyway.. si grethel may gift din kay karen eh.. grethel brought her a bouquet of notebook.. haha.. ang daming lalake.. happy din si akren nandun si nard eh.. what else?! videoke lang.. and i am happy.. madami akong fans eh.. ibig sabihin one step higher na ako sa beginner.. hehe.. joke.. nagfeeling.. nagsawa kakakanta.. i sang breathe by michelle branch.. hehe.. tsaka fall on me.. madami pang songs.. medyo okay na kami ni dee.. we're working it out already.. sana maayos na finally.. i didn't eat almost 3 days because of that issue.. but it's okay now.. we talked.. tapos babawi naman si dee eh.. hehe.. ayun lang.. tomorrow will be our youth encounter.. i don't know if i'm still goin'.. i haven't decided about it yet.. i'll talk to bob pa.. pero i'm not goin' to galera.. nakakakonsensya naman diba?!.. maybe next time.. shocks! ang dull ng life ko.. anyway.. of ever yayayain ko nalang si hubby sa tagaytay or enchanted or ituloy nalang namin sa pangasinan.. at least hidni masyadong malayo.. i believe in karma.. lalo na si God yung tatalikuran ko if ever.. yun lang.. in the meantime, i will be stuck here.. hubby's at work pa.. so ako.. maybe i'll download some music.. here are some of the photos i have taken last night.. at karen's party.. si froi late dumating.. akala ko naglakad lang siya papunta kila karen hehe..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS KAREN!!! love you girl.. barby i hope you liked the earrings i gave you.. mwah..



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want to see more?! check out my album.. here's the link: happy birthday karen

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 12:40 PM


Wednesday, April 05, 2006

[[* [song for the week] *]]

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

Girl I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl you know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go


So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 10:30 AM


Monday, April 03, 2006

[[* nightmares + multo *]]

well.. i'm having bad dreams.. before pa yun eh.. pero lately ko lang na-realize na parang palagi na akong nananaginip tapos puro multo pa.. there was this super scary dream.. basta bata na girl tapos mahaba ang hair then naka-white na dress.. dun sa dream ko nasa may door siya tapos nakatingin siya sa akin habang lumalapit.. ngii.. tapos ako nakahiga sa kama, yung nagising lang.. grabe.. actually, hindi ako sure kung bangungot nga yun o totoo na.. eh diba kapag bangungot dapat hindi kaagad makakagalaw diba.. eh that time okay naman.. ang weird pa kasi parang totoo.. lalo na nung nakalapit na siya sa akin.. bigla niyang hinawakan yung tiyan ko.. ang weird lang.. kasi usually when we dream iba yung place and clothes natin.. pero that time.. same setting talaga, yung position ko matulog yung setting ng kwarto.. kaya sobrang scary.. ginigising ko nga si hubby eh.. tapos yung next na dream ko sa kanya.. umaga na.. same clothes pa din, same setting.. kwarto ko.. yung multo lumalapit sa kapatid ko.. eh ako lang ang nakakakita.. so tinatawag ko yung brother ko tapos he won't listen.. yun.. after nun.. wala na.. ang next na nanaginip ako ng multo.. i think that was just last week.. batang lalake naman.. parang ang story.. may accident tapos siya yung namatay sa road.. tapos everytime na dumadaan kami dun ni hubby.. we have to stop the car kasi nga nagpapakita siya.. kahit takot ako kailangan ko siyang kausapin kasi kung hindi magagalit siya tapos hanggang bahay magmumulto siya.. shempre ayoko naman nun diba?! basta ganon.. ako lang ang nakakakita sa lahat.. kahit si hubby ayaw.. pati sila karen na nandun sa car.. ayun.. nakwento ko nga kay bec2x.. sabi niya ipag-pray ko daw.. kasi baka nga daw may namatay na ganon.. natakot tuloy ako lalo.. sabi niya everytime daw na i'll dream of ghosts.. try ko daw mag-pray baka daw lost souls lang yun.. well.. naisip ko pwede rin kasi dun sa dream ko with the boy.. parang wala siyang justice nun.. ano ba yan?! ayaw kong maging gothika.. ayoko magka 3rd eye noh.. sabi nga ni hubby baka daw.. pineprepare lang daw ako maoopen na yung 3rd eye ko.. waahhh.. shet.. gusto ko normal lang ang buhay ko.. ang weird nun.. maglalakad nalang ako sa mall tapos may makikita akong nagsho-shopping na multo din.. no way.. o kaya paano sa hospital eh masmaraming namamatay dun.. scary naman.. yun yung mga most unforgettable ghost dreams ko.. kasi sobrang parang totoo.. tapos nagigising ako after ko managinip mga 3 or 3:30 AM.. o diba.. emily rose naman ngayon.. waahhh.. i believe in GOD.. shempre hindi naman niya ako papabayaan makuha ng multo.. o diba parang bata?! meron pa nga jeepers creepers naman eh.. pero heller?! talaga namang fictional diba?! basta ako hindi na ako masyadong nanonood ng nakakatakot kasi nga baka mapanaginipan ko pa.. yun lang.. ciao! tinatamad na akong magtype.. parang ang haba haba na nito.. byerz!

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 9:12 AM


Saturday, April 01, 2006

[[* major download?! *]]

i woke up at 5 am to relieve myself.. after that, i cannot sleep anymore.. haha.. nag-major download nalang ako!

funny lang.. sabi nga ni barby, "Ano ka may duty?".. kung kailan nga naman walang pasok dun ako maaga nagigising.. ewan ko ba.. ang weird.. sobrang weird ang mga nangyayari sa akin lately.. pati color ng urine ko weird din.. hehe.. pati ba naman yun shinare pa?! well.. i'm taking medications kasi.. ehem.. prophylaxis actually.. yung isang grad ng uerm kaya pala siya nagstop for 1 year kasi nahawaan siya ng TB sa community.. so yun nga mabuti ngang nagiingat.. si mama nga nag-freak out pa.. lalo na magduduty kami sa san lazaro "hospital of all the communicable diseases".. ketong, TB, helminths.. lahat na! kaya protect lang ang sarili..

si kuya hector, yung nurse sa likod noong nag-microbiology kami, patay na pala.. siya pala yung nabalitang nakaladkad sa v.mapa these past few days kasi nagcrash ata sa truck o sa jeep.. basta.. siya pala yun.. nalaman ko lang yesterday.. wala lang.. ang bait kaya nun.. kapag late sila barby at karen sa micro, siya ang nagpapapasok sa kanila.. (ehem! ako kasi never na-late eh).. parang nakita ko nga lang siya last week eh.. wala lang.. sharing..

mama's got a new phone.. inggit ako.. pero okay lang.. pag ako nagkapera.. i'll buy all the material things i want.. pero syempre practical parin.. hehe.. yun lang.. ciao!!!

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 9:57 AM




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*._ThoUghTs/LyriCs_.* * All Good Things *

Honestly, what will become of me Don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is dandy We are what we don't see Miss everything daydreaming Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Come to an end Come to an Why do all good things come to an end Traveling, I only stop at exits Wondering if I'll stay-tay Young and restless Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies The pain sets in and I don't cry I only feel gravity and I wonder why Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Come to an end Come to an Why do all good things come to an end And the dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon So that they could die... And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day Til the feeling went away And the sky was falling and the clouds were dropping And the rainfall forgot how to bring salvation The dogs were barking at the new moon Whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon So that they could die