Friday, May 26, 2006

[[* one more day to go! *]]

just finished my CPR return demo.. lapit na ang bakasyon kong one week?! haha.. kahit papano may rest na ulit.. tomorrow final exam nalang.. baka pumunta ako ng dagupan for the rest of the remaining week.. on-call ako sa hospital dun kasabay na din yung bakasyon with barkada.. later baka umalis ako punta ako kila joanne for review.. review nga ba? o inuman na naman.. siguro hindi na ako magtatangkang pumunta sa office ni dee kasi ayokong maligaw na naman ako.. or if ever na makita ko na yung mga landmarks might as well mag walkathon na lang ako.. hihi.. nagpapasweetums ako kay dee eh para makalibre ako ng kitaro.. nag-crave na naman ako sa japanese food.. ay shit.. if ever na magdadagupan ako siguro sa tingin ko dapat muna akong magpapayat ng tiyan dahil ang laki ng tiyan ko sobra.. sabihin niyo ng oa pero promise flat kaya ito dati hindi ko na kailangang hidni huminga pag nagpapapicture.. hihi.. gemma had a dream about me.. she said my hair was so long daw na until today i didn't want it cut.. wahaha.. so scary.. samantalang i have this plan na magpapahaba talag ako ng hair hanggang waist.. almost.. tapos yung pinaka-cut ng hair puro style lang and maintenance.. gayahin ko kaya si sadako?!

ciao marco!

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 12:10 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

[[* burn out!!! *]]

sawang-sawa na akong pumasok!!! ever since 2nd year tuloy-tuloy na yung classes ko.. tangina!!! i'm so stressed out.. ang hirap naman magabsent.. sayang din kasi yung one day na lecture.. badtrip.. minsan nga winiwish kong magkasakit na ako at least may rest ako kahit one day..

i saw BJ queen.. sayang hindi ko naaway.. ang bilis kasi niyang maglakad eh and besides wala rin ako sa mood.. maaga pa kasi nun eh tsaka maganda gising ko maganda bagsak ng hair eh.. haha.. yun ba ang basis?!

whatever! just wasting my time in this stupid entry..

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 6:51 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

[[* still alive! *]]

STATUS: after duty.. nagcommute lang pauwi
LISTENING TO: 1000 oceans
READING: the god of small things

akala niyo ata patay na ako at hindi ako nagparamdam.. well.. slightly yes! bugbog na katawan ko at feeling ko hindi na ako nakakapagrest.. summer nga ba ngayon?! hindi ko man lang na-feel na vacation na.. parang this last thursday (may 18) showing na ng da vinci code.. supposed to be manonod kami pero medyo alangan nga ako kasi may duty ako and i'm so tired na atalaga.. sabi ko pa naman.. sige now nalang kami manood since onti lang ang tao and i'm sure sa saturday pa dagsaan ng madlang people.. we decided to watch at gateway.. putek.. ang daming tao parang mga ants if you look at the top view.. naisip ko ay sus wala nga palang pasok ngayon ng mga students.. wahaha.. tanga!

si karen may bagong kaaway.. 2 or 3 ata.. whatever! anyway.. gaga kasi itong si karen nagpaparinig.. actually, kaaway ko din siya.. naiinis talaga ako pero hindi ako nagpaparinig.. iniirapan ko talaga.. twice na ata so siguro naman unerstood na niya na para sa kanya ang mga fury eyes ko.. can't wait to confront her.. exciting talaga.. awaited.

si barby inunahan ko na sa background ko.. ang alam kasi ni dee that song was for me kaya sa akin niya nailagay.. hehe.. sorry ka nalang kasi it sounds good naman in my blog.. 10 months na pala kami ni dee and GETTING STRONGER.. sabi nga niya never nga siyang na-bore sa akin.. dapat lang no! everyday kasi may something new or at least may nagchechange.. so never na naging stagnant.. some would say na hindi boring kasi bago palang kami.. siguro hindi rin kasi matagal na kaming magkasama ni dee eh.. pero yung official talaga 10 months.. hindi ko lanhg mabilang kung ilan talaga exactly basta as far as i could remember 8 to 9 months niya ata ako niligawan.. ewan.. basta yun..

i saw my crush the other day kaya lang he's with her gf.. aww.. okay lang.. she's simple sa tingin ko naman magkakasundo kami in some way.. may mga tao kasi na ayaw ko na first time ko palang nakita or nakasama.. gaya nalang ni toot.. or may times na you've given me a bad impression agad, ayoko na talaga.. pero yung last case, it depends parin.. may second chance naman..i mean diba yung second time na nagkasama kami tapos it turns out na okay naman pala o edi okay na.. sabi nila malalim daw akong magalit.. ewan ko lang.. kasi never pa naman talaga akong sobrang nagalit.. siguro once palang or twice.. ewan ko..

sa sobrang busy wala na akong time for taking pictures. sa sobrang busy wala na akong time to update my blog and my muliply. sa sobrang busy wala na akong time sa hubby ko. wala na nga bang time by?!

wala na akong masabi.

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 5:50 PM

Monday, May 15, 2006

[[* easy fatiguability *]]

LISTENING TO: 1000 oceans by tori amos
STATUS: sleepy.. overfatigue


just got home from school.. tinapos namin yung 7 ncps kasi submission nun kaninang 5 pm.. at shempre pasaway na naman ako 6 pm ko na napasa.. hay.. bara-bara na nga eh.. earlier this day, i was at san lazaro hospital.. we had a tour and a hands-on assessment with the patients.. lahat ng communicable diseases dun inaadmit.. mga meron lang na cases.. yung typhoid fever, dengue, tetanus, meningitis, pneumonia, leptospirosis, rabies, gastroenteritis, tuberculosis and primary complex.. yung sa rabies hindi ko na nakita kasi ayaw na ng patient.. sabi nakarestraint na siya kasi nagwawala na.. so in short malapit na siya ma-dedo.. siguro that's one of the hardest part of being a nurse yung icocomfort mo yung family ng patient kasi lalo na alam mo na talagang hinihintay niyo nalang na materminate yung patient.. anyway.. wala akong pictures kasi i'm not allowed to use a cellphone inside at tsaka nakakahiya kasi ang daming other student nurses.. ayun lang.. i'm kinda tired kasi whole day na naman ako nasa school.. wala pang masyadong tulog.. i fear nga na bumalik yung pagkakaroon ng low blood pressure.. i'm having this headaches kasi.. anyway.. i have to wrap this up na.. rest muna ako i will be having our surgical case this wednesday ata if ever matagal yun.. bye..

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 7:08 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

[[* 10 things i hate about you *]]

* i hate it everytime you get jealous with my friends
* i hate it when you're always around even in our late night getaways
* i hate it when you snore everytime we sleep
* i hate it everytime you move so slow (little steps.. hehe)
* i hate it when you nag me everytime i go out
* i hate it everytime you bite my arms especially when you're "kinikilig"
* i hate it everytime you spend you're money unwisely
* i hate it when you dress up untidy
* i hate it everytime you check up all my things, it's my privacy.. you know!

and finally..

* i hate it everytime you make me cry without any damn reason at all

i hate you for bein' YOU.. but at the end of the day i'll just realize how much i want you.. you're not my ideal man.. you didn't even fit my standards but these are the things that makes me crazier about you.. i hate you not because you don't love me.. i hate you because i might love you too damn much..

happy 10th monthsary hubby..

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 7:53 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

[[* so tired.. *]]

i'm so tired!!! this whole week sobrang pumapasok ako araw-araw.. well.. i kinda miss dee also.. sobrang wala ng time for each other.. yuck.. as if.. last night nga lang nandito lang siya eh.. sa sobrang pagod nga akatulog kami til 9:00 pm.. hindi ko nga namalayan na umalis na siya eh.. ako naman tulog ko 6:oo pm til 6:00 am but still i'm so sleepy.. kaya nga i'll wrap this up na.. iipunin ko nalang lahat ng kwento ko muna.. as of now.. quote lang.. hehe..

tapos na pala community health teaching namin.. ayos lang ang mga bata.. makukulit.. pero nakakatuwa.. nakakapagod pero kailangan eh.. ang badtrip lang.. we had to go to the hospital pa for assessment and patient assignment.. leader pa ako.. buti na nga lang hindi masyadong toxic kasi 8 lang patients tapos madagdagan man til 11 lang tapos nung sunday madaming nadischarge so maraming floating.. mga 7 ang natira.. sana next week at dahil sa 4-south ulit kami same ang instructor.. sana lang talaga onti..

what if kaya kung ang na-admit sa pinagdudutihan ko eh yung kaaway ko? tapos what if kung ako ang ma-assign sa patient na yun? hay nako.. baka magpapalit ako.. baka mailagay ko pa lalo sa piligro ang condition niya.. don't worry hindi naman mamamatay eh.. haha..

"If we are really inlove, we hardly find any reasons to justify our feelings. We are dumbfounded as realization begins to strike our minds. Love was never like, "I prefer my woman to be like this" and "I prefer my man to be like that." Preferences can change. You would just find yourself caring for that person, no matter who he is or what she was before. It's hard to explain but it's true, that when it comes to love, there are no boundaries, no yardsticks and no reasons to hear why we love that person. That's life. That's love."



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[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 7:51 PM

Friday, May 05, 2006

[[* ayala museum *]]

road trip sa ayala.. buti nalang sumabay na ako kila drake at least hindi na hassle after duty pwede nalang kami qt ni dee or rest na sa house.. hihi.. si drake talaga kaskasero.. laging nagka-cut sa daan.. hayy.. ok lang.. enjoy naman eh.. gusto ko na nga simulan ang essay about the museum.. wala naman akong masabi as of now.. dahil siguro puro diorama at damit ang nakita ko.. may mga painting ni zobel.. na sabi nga ni drake.. yung painting eh nagkakataon na nagtatae ang ballen.. tapos kuskusin sa magandang papel.. baliw talaga yun!

nakakaaliw lang.. ang sarap kasi pagnagro-roadtrip eh.. as if naman ang layo ng pinuntahan namin noh?! hehe.. wala lang.. may map kasi kami eh.. mga 8 pm pa ako nakauwi.. hayy.. walang pahinga this week daig ko pa nagko-call center.. buti nalang wala si sir rey bukas.. hehe.. maganda daw m.i. 3 ah.. try ko nga panoorin.. shit lagot kaya ako kay dee.. account na yung gamit ko sa internet eh nakatulog ako mga isang oras na nakaonline so nasayang.. quiet nalang ako.. pag nabasa nalang niya to tsaka ako aamin.. harhar..

kung mapapansin niyo ang daming kuhana pictures.. well.. nagfeeling lang ako na photographer ako that day.. haha.. ciao!



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[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 6:28 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

[[* [60th surprise] *]]

we went to sta. rosa for our tita norma's surprise birthday party.. i forgot the name of the resto.. well.. dee was there also.. funny nga eh kasi sobrang nagiyakan.. si dee todo emote din as if kapamilya siya.. siguro dun din ako takot.. i fear the feeling of bein' committed lalo na sobrang onti pa magiging close na si dee sa family ko.. ayoko ng ganon and he knows it.. lately nagbreak kami eh.. it was my stupid decision.. shallow na kung shallow pero yun nga yung reason ko.. ayoko ng commitment.. gusto ko boyfriend girlfriend lang.. ayoko magbigay ng kahit anong effort.. hindi ko kailangang magpaalam, magreport sa lahat ng gagawin ko at tumawag kahit saan man ako magpunta.. ayoko lahat ng ginagawa ng typical couple.. selfish ako.. i know that! kaya lang hindi talaga ako masaya sa ganon eh.. sa feelings.. no need to question kasi i love him naman kaya lang ewan ko ayoko talaga mag exert ng effort and that would be so unfair.. sabi niya ayusin daw namin eh i'm willing din naman.. i kinda miss him din.. awww.. hindi parin kami.. ayy.. ok na pala kami.. hehe.. he's here..

haha.. nakakatawa lang kasi conedy yung message ko for tita.. sabi ko sa kanya stay pretty.. haha.. eh lately ko lang talaga narealize na masmaganda siya kaysa kay cory aquino.. i saw their picture kasi tapos magkatabi pa edi maslalo ko talagang nacompare diba?! pero shocking talaga kasi my papa and his brothers and sisters did cry while delivering their speeches.. parang wala lang nakakatouch talaga.. hehe.. madrama din pala ang family namin akala ko kasi puro panlalait lang eh.. happy lang.. tambay sa laguna belair tapos nagpoker sila.. at mukhang pati nanay ko eh maadik na.. ako sobrang bored and i wanted to go home.. pagdating naman dito si dee naman tulog.. hayy.. community duty ko pala tomorrow.. shit! babalik naman ako sa hell.. hehe



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[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 9:12 PM



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lala. 24. music-lover. slightly vain. crazy. plays guitar. sporty. spontaneous. sassy. frustrated singer. thinks deep. cheerdancer. loves surprises. believes in destiny. weirda.




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*._ThoUghTs/LyriCs_.* * All Good Things *

Honestly, what will become of me Don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is dandy We are what we don't see Miss everything daydreaming Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Come to an end Come to an Why do all good things come to an end Traveling, I only stop at exits Wondering if I'll stay-tay Young and restless Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies The pain sets in and I don't cry I only feel gravity and I wonder why Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Come to an end Come to an Why do all good things come to an end And the dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon So that they could die... And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day Til the feeling went away And the sky was falling and the clouds were dropping And the rainfall forgot how to bring salvation The dogs were barking at the new moon Whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon So that they could die