Thursday, March 29, 2007

[[* realization *]]

"i learned that you should always leave loving words to your loved ones. It may be the last time you'll be able to see them."

my father died last feb 9 this year. tito jun died last march 24 same year. everybody's dying. i noticed lately more and more people are getting sad each day. ngayon, father naman ng classmate ko. nakakainis ang mundo. lahat bitin. kawawa yung mga taong malayo sa family nila o kaya sa loved ones nila. they don't have a chance to express how important those people are. nakakainis ang mundo. ang salitang condolences ay parang greetings nalang. ang wake and burial ay naging form of reunion na. at ang masnakakasama ng loob. kung kailan wala na, tsaka tayo magsisi at magpapakita na mahal natin sila.

they said. it's never been too late. but the truth is, we're always late. lahat ng realizations sa huli pa magsisink in. this year is not for me. i've lost a lot of people lately and i'm having a hard time to deal about all these things. you may see me spending the day at the malls or places i used to hang out. diversion. but at the end of the day, malungkot na naman. ayoko ng magisa ngayon. so while i have the opportunity. i get to say what i really feel. how much i value my friends, family and loved ones.

show what you feel. say it through text or letters. say it as long as it's true.

[[*. YoUr dReAm GurL .*]] @ 6:39 PM




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*._ThoUghTs/LyriCs_.* * All Good Things *

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