Wednesday, May 03, 2006

[[* [60th surprise] *]]

we went to sta. rosa for our tita norma's surprise birthday party.. i forgot the name of the resto.. well.. dee was there also.. funny nga eh kasi sobrang nagiyakan.. si dee todo emote din as if kapamilya siya.. siguro dun din ako takot.. i fear the feeling of bein' committed lalo na sobrang onti pa magiging close na si dee sa family ko.. ayoko ng ganon and he knows it.. lately nagbreak kami eh.. it was my stupid decision.. shallow na kung shallow pero yun nga yung reason ko.. ayoko ng commitment.. gusto ko boyfriend girlfriend lang.. ayoko magbigay ng kahit anong effort.. hindi ko kailangang magpaalam, magreport sa lahat ng gagawin ko at tumawag kahit saan man ako magpunta.. ayoko lahat ng ginagawa ng typical couple.. selfish ako.. i know that! kaya lang hindi talaga ako masaya sa ganon eh.. sa feelings.. no need to question kasi i love him naman kaya lang ewan ko ayoko talaga mag exert ng effort and that would be so unfair.. sabi niya ayusin daw namin eh i'm willing din naman.. i kinda miss him din.. awww.. hindi parin kami.. ayy.. ok na pala kami.. hehe.. he's here..

haha.. nakakatawa lang kasi conedy yung message ko for tita.. sabi ko sa kanya stay pretty.. haha.. eh lately ko lang talaga narealize na masmaganda siya kaysa kay cory aquino.. i saw their picture kasi tapos magkatabi pa edi maslalo ko talagang nacompare diba?! pero shocking talaga kasi my papa and his brothers and sisters did cry while delivering their speeches.. parang wala lang nakakatouch talaga.. hehe.. madrama din pala ang family namin akala ko kasi puro panlalait lang eh.. happy lang.. tambay sa laguna belair tapos nagpoker sila.. at mukhang pati nanay ko eh maadik na.. ako sobrang bored and i wanted to go home.. pagdating naman dito si dee naman tulog.. hayy.. community duty ko pala tomorrow.. shit! babalik naman ako sa hell.. hehe



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Honestly, what will become of me Don't like reality It's way too clear to me But really life is dandy We are what we don't see Miss everything daydreaming Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Come to an end Come to an Why do all good things come to an end Traveling, I only stop at exits Wondering if I'll stay-tay Young and restless Living this way I stress less I want to pull away when the dream dies The pain sets in and I don't cry I only feel gravity and I wonder why Flames to dust Lovers to friends Why do all good things come to an end Come to an end Come to an Why do all good things come to an end And the dogs were whistling a new tune Barking at the new moon Hoping it would come soon So that they could die... And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day Til the feeling went away And the sky was falling and the clouds were dropping And the rainfall forgot how to bring salvation The dogs were barking at the new moon Whistling a new tune hoping it would come soon So that they could die